Recent Thoughts about Integrity

Recent Thoughts about Integrity: Integrity and one’s Body

The first article in this blog, about Integrity, was actually written some ten years or more ago, in the late 1990’s. Time has brought further understandings on the subject, one of which is that Life is very much to do with the Making of Mistakes and the learning therefrom. Although the article described integrity as something dynamic, it is in reality extremely dynamic and perhaps beyond description in mere words. Maturity brings with it developments in outlook…..Integrity is the living of life; for the living of life no words can substitute.

Another understanding that some years of living has brought about is that the old scientology tradition which holds that the body is an unworthy companion for any self-respecting spiritual being is very unworkable. In the old days, we prided ourselves on not being ‘at the effect of” a body. We got a cold. “Oh, it’s just the BODY,” we would say, half-apologizing for its silliness, for our permitting a mere body to distract us spiritual giants.

In the last couple of years I have read some books that have opened my eyes to my responsibility for my body. The first one is “The Biology of Belief” (Bruce H. Lipton), in which the author states his discovery of the fact that every cell in the body has its own brain. The brain is in touch with what is within the cell and with what is in the cell’s environment. There is a lot more in the book; what it left me with is the realization that the cell and its brain are aware of what is going on, and how what is going on affects the survival of the cell. The cells respond to what they perceive; they work to preserve and increase their chances of survival. The cells and their brains, in other words, are interested in survival; loss of survival is painful for them while increase in survival potential bring them pleasure and happiness. Each cell parallels the urge in the whole body for Survival, and the whole body looks for Survival because every body cell does too.

My realization about my cells and their sensitivity awoke me to the fact that it is I who put food and drink in my mouth, I who choose to live in the atmosphere I breathe, I who put things on my skin (to have things absorbed through the skin), and I who put myself near sources of electro-magnetic and other kinds of radiation. It is also I who put my body in harm’s way or in healthy ways. Is it not good that I conduct myself always in such a way that produces health and happiness for all of my cells? I see no argument against that proposition.

Another book that opened my eyes to the importance to me of the health and happiness of the cells of my body is “Change Your Brain, Change Your Life” (Dr. Amen). This author demonstrates by use of photos of images obtained by a scanner of human brains that brains are physically damaged by certain life-styles (read: “substances”) and illnesses. The images show brains with HOLES in them where brain should be. Much of what this doctor has found in examining brain images of thousands of people is that when certain parts of the brain are either missing or are over-excited, corresponding patterns of behaviour manifest, invariably. Thus, for example, when one certain brain part is over-excited or inflamed, the person will always manifest hostility and aggression. The same goes for other psychiatric conditions. [The author is a psychiatrist.]

This seemingly proven body of data demonstrates to me that my or anyone’s thoughts, feelings, emotions, urges, can originate with the brain itself when the cells of the brain are either destroyed or are inflamed by chemical imbalances that either deny the cells the chemicals they need to survive on, or give the cells chemicals they do not need and which destroy their survival.

I have an as yet unresolved question: at what point do the thoughts and feelings of the spiritual entity that is Me separate out from those that emanate from the brain and perhaps other places in the body?

I think we have yet to determine what difference this is going to make to the action of auditing, since much of auditing is directed towards the resolution of such things as hostility, aggression, and other manifestations which clearly can originate in the cells, such as depression, anxiety, lack of self-esteem, mental fog and confusion, and so on.

The third and last book that I want to reference here is “The UltraMind Solution: Fix Your Broken Brain by Healing Your Body First,” by Dr. Mark Hyman. This book cites numerous studies connecting bodily ill-health with mental and emotional difficulties including even dementia and autism, depression, lack of drive, and so on. The author gives means for one to guage his or her needs in the seven basic health modalities he feels are vital, and to address those needs either on one’s own (through diet, supplements, herbs, exercise, relaxation) or with the help of a doctor trained to address the whole body.

Given that so many people are causing so much trouble all over the world by reason of hostility, urges to fight and to destroy, to undermine overtly and covertly, to manifest depression and dementia, and to spread all these mental impairments through war, through arms sales, through the sowing of dissension with governments and between nations, through the spreading of drugs, illnesses, and the use of crime at all levels, it is time that we all learned to take responsibility for every single one of the three trillion and more cells in our bodies — especially the cells in our brains — and took steps to require others to take similar responsibility for themselves.

We do have individuals in the world who are enflamed passionately about injustices they and their brothers and sisters endure or have had to endure, sometimes for centuries. There have been very gross injustices inflicted on societies in the names of Civilization and Progress. These injustices inspire appropriate and authentic protest. To how much of that legitimate protest is added the energies of men who are enslaved by brain cells that absolutely demand the expression of hatred, hostility, aggression, destruction, and passionate opposition for the sake of the manifestation itself of these emotions, and have nothing to do with principle, justice, fairness, and integrity?

May we as Mankind wake up before the diseased brain cells take over the world. Please.


~ by Kenneth Urquhart on 11 J 2009.

5 Responses to “Recent Thoughts about Integrity”

  1. Hi Ken, how are you doing? Travers here. I have been reading your articles published on your website and of major interest to me was when you mention that LRH opened the door of the 8th dynamic but never walked through.

    I have been reading several books mostly scientific regarding spirituality. One of the scientist is Dr Amit Goswami who is also professor of physics at Oregon University and I feel that this guy in his writings has touched on the 8th dynamic. He feels that quantum physics has opened that door and has allowed us to look into that dydnamic. Of course he does not talk in words of dynamic. Maybe LRH got stuck because quantum physics was not broadly known about at that time.

    Would you not think that he left it up to us or expected us to continue the subject and to go into the 8th dynamic. Miscaviage it appears from press articles is becoming known for his disconnection policies etc. and is giving Scientology a bad name. Anyway do you have comments on my feelings.

    Very very best,


    • Hello, Travis.
      Thank you for your comment and question.
      I’m not a scientist at all, nor very spiritual. Einstein was a supreme scientist and his science led him to spirituality. But I believe it is true to say that Einstein examined the physical and then came to awareness and enlightenment on a spiritual level. That is, (I think) he arrived at his enlightenment because something very spiritual in him responded to what he was discovering about the physical.
      It is fascinating that scientists examining phenomena in quantum physics feel that they are getting close to the 8th dynamic. My opinion can’t be worth very much since I know so little about quantum physics (or regular physics, for that matter, let alone science in general) but it seems to me that unless the scientist is open to spirituality, all he is going to find as he explores quantum physics is more and more evidence of the reality of the 8th, rather than a direct experience of the reality of the 8th.
      Einstein, it seems to me, was very open to spiritual enlightenment, and I think that’s what makes the difference.
      So, I don’t think that the non-existence of quantum physics in LRH’s universe had much to do with his seeming reluctance to enter the 8th dynamic either for himself or for others.
      I think one could say that LRH might have gone there in his earlier years; I would say, though, that the burdens of group and business leadership kept his attention and awareness very close to the material. Solvency and viability were always very important for him, as well they should be.
      I don’t know what he did or where he went in his solo auditing. There may be evidence that he explored the 8th and came to enlightenment on the subject, but I haven’t seen any. What little evidence I have on the subject is indirect and it doesn’t point in the direction of enlightenment.
      People on Earth have been exploring and dealing with the 8th dynamic for thousands of years. The people who contributed to the Vedic Hymns seemed to have much of it if not all, pretty well taped. They didn’t have books about quantum physics back then. 🙂
      The scientist, don’t forget, works mostly at the level of Know About. He or she uses Knowingness to increase Knowing About. In my opinion, to understand anything about the 8th dynamic, one has to approach it at the level of Knowing while prepared to go to Not Knowing at any moment. Einstein, evidently, could do it. LRH? It doesn’t look like it.
      Good fortune in your explorations, Travis!
      Thanks again for writing.

  2. I am having one of my great cognitions; the basic understanding of my powers so is everybody else at the same time of course. I was pondering in the shower,[ not in session] how come others, so many beings can’t move on, don’t dare to move on regardless their training level or trained and being audited up on the OT levels. All boils down to power the understanding of power, the very nature of the being, the Theta, the spirit, which is the power itself.[ The true nature of the being is infinite=intangible, but I use the “power” for explanation.]

    Oh how great is to be!

    There are and always have been beings could be called free spirits. Who wondered in the universe from one end to the other than back again, and to them to us the Universe is and always was only an experience, a smorgasbord to pick from and enjoy.

    We free spirits have and hold great power; we are that power because one is such a great power which is natural, original the self: because of that even the strongest of implants can’t hold one stationary for long.

    The reason is very simple. Natural power is intangible any implant any game any walls any barriers or anchor point are lesser they are “MADE “postulated into existence therefore has mass and mass no matter how mixed, complicated how strong or how great in power in importance or intricately made “IT IS MADE” therefore has lesser power than the original the intangible. The self.

    We are wanders, explores, we move we e are fluid, To us change is nothing, we get bored easily and there no bars no walls no barriers anchor point creations no implants are strong enough, agreements are big enough and solid enough in comparison to the “Intangible” to be hold down permanently.

    We are the escape artist of the universe. Houdini must have been one of us and with his art he demonstrated nothing can hold the being if the being don’t agree to be held, don’t agree to the walls of the prisons, those walls don’t have the power over the free in spirit. Intangible is what is, it can’t be boxed in since contains no energy. Elizabeth Hamre
    One who has walked through the portal and is free.

  3. Hello Ken I thought that you dont mind if I post this here for you to read. I have achived the end of the Bridge. To be without the Bank, To be on the so called the other side in the Theta Universe. where there are no boundaries. This here article is the first one posted in the internet. Since then I have opened my own blog I To walk the walk
    of a Solo Auditor.

    I write with the hope to inspire others when they read here and understand what changes can occur in they universe when one uses the skills learned as the Solo Auditor.

    (Since english is not my first language, do forgive me and do put up with the repeats here and there. I know my English could be better but you would not be happy with my hungarian and neither would I it’s the pits.)

    Having the Tech, understood and applied
    I have learned well
    and what I have learned
    become mine and I use it.
    Over the years since ’75 after attaining full OT7 I have audited Solo many thousands of hours. ”The amount of hours do not matter, neither is what have one done in the past or who has been.

    All that is irrelevant, has no importance for others to know, only to self.

    Recalls of the past has a good side, to summon up from, to compare, have conclusions to understand ones own basic personality, capability, the can do, and to realize the magnitude of creative power one has as an Infinite.

    Other wise totally useless and it is good if we can as-is the stuff. Since each beings universe is unique therefore that universes can not be compared or categorised in any way and pigeon holed with other universes)

    In 1975 at ST Hill I did all to OT 7 (later what ever was attainable including Integrity Rundown and some other stuff at Flag)

    I thought somehow my life will be different, it was not what I expected.

    After all that I felt sooooo let down, disappointed since I had different ideas how on OT should be, I wanted magic and much more

    (read to many fairy tales as a child)

    I also missed hubbub of the past 2 years, the do-ingness, the sessions the cognitions, which partly opened up my universe.

    Even than I known there were more, much more to come.

    So I said to my self:
    “Do something about it you idiot.
    You have the know-how, the tools.”

    … the magic of solo auditing in everyday life!
    So I dusted off my e-meter and stepped on the path of discovery of self, learned by bits and pieces the role I have played in the making the static, the intangible to solid forms.

    As my universe was in. Fantastic, I was cooking!

    The Solo Sessions given me the journey of the greatest magnitude the adventure of any spiritual being can have.!!!

    From the moment on when I made the decisions to Solo out side of the CoS, my life as a so-called human being become secondary, were put on the back burner.

    ( Life, work, looking after the body, the social stuff etc… To the outsider all looked normal.)

    I have taken the task and I devoted all my free time to take the Universe apart in order to examine every atom, cell, the thorn on the rose, the tangible, and intangible in order to have understanding of the how and the why.

    What made everything tick?

    And I have achieved that. How I love the sessions!

    What a wonderful place is our universe!


    On the long run I have looked at and confronted every considerations and combinations of the same mine and others, what ever have come my way.

    (It was a bit more complicated, did the auditing by the standard Tech.)

    Since only considerations holds all things in solid forms and of course they do become the only limitations, barriers one has. Which hold one back from achieving or not.

    When the considerations no longer there than the Universe becomes open and it’s hold no secrets for one.

    The being is free.


    Changes have come in leaps and bounds in invisible mode and its ripples continuously rearranged my universe.

    Not ever a dull moment.. I had more fun than 10 cats in the bag.

    So my universe was in constant change.

    The logic, the learned stuff,
    the must do because the collective agreements
    the figure-figure given away to the know,
    and finally there was magic too in my universe.
    Which is so natural to have, so one do not pay much attention to the fact at first when they do happen.

    (I was expecting after OT 7 who knows what incredible, unusual what ever, like levitate, walk through the walls, reach through the glass, read minds, things float about and appear when I wanted them. Hogwash, lots of it. Oh, all that will happen later, but not that way).

    The journey it self, the path of enlightenment, the gathering knowledge is on incredible progress, unimaginable till one walks the same walk in they own universe and retraces every step taken over the eons in order to confront the so-called past.

    As I have continued with Solo as the years gone by My thirst to know more not lessened but grown, I burned, I was on fire.

    Yet what have come with the different realities I was not prepared for.

    The new realities were the gift, for the ribbon and bow the rainbow itself was used.

    The freedom is the knowledge which come after the confrontations in the form of the cognitions.

    As you all know and that what’s wipes the slate clean. That is the change in ones Universe.

    With each cognition one regains the lost, the forgotten knowledge the how, but to have knowledge is not good enough.

    Since every being have stored away immense amounts over the eons. That is not News.

    But with Scientology as the cloak around ones shoulders, with its Tech under ones belt with the sessions as the key well!!!! we are half way home!!!

    The Tech is unique to the Universe as it is compiled put to usable form (I looked)

    With doing, one follows, given outlined path, the simple understanding how things work in the Universe.

    Like a map. By having one, one never be lost or become helpless again.

    (This has great importance.) Certainty!!

    With such powerful know how in one’s space everything is possible and can and do happen.

    The auditing of course is the Magic Key to the Universe.

    So here are few of the wins.

    I start of with the major win.
    The total disappearance of fear.


    To live without fear was a very unique, new condition easy to get used to.. But it is normal not to have fear, not being motivated by to do or not..

    Once I talked to a person on the phone whom I never met before since she lived in a different city, later spotted her when I was driving through and I recognised her from her energy flow which I have experienced, duplicated while we have communicated…

    I stopped and I have introduced my self .

    I play the piano which I never learned but in an ancient Chinese manner and I hum ancient chinese songs. (six thousand years old, verified by expert.)

    My IQ was so low when I have entered scientology after the test the idea of me becoming on staff was dropped by the Mission staff, now so high on the right side which is the artistic or spiritual side it can not be measured.

    The professors said .” It went through the roof”

    It was done in 95, the test, at University of Washington.

    I can pick out from the distance the item from many others, even if piled up which is the most aesthetically made.

    I recognise and separate, and can label correctly invisible and intangible energy flows.

    The original postulates which the items contains.

    If a person seats beside me I connect to the being holding his or her lower arm with my hands, eyes closed, and I run my fingers over the skin picking up different pictures, in colours.

    I don’t ask questions and I don’t need to know the person at all.

    I will read everything about the person, the past the present and the future and I am totally correct (I have been told]).

    If the person wants it, I can also look into the other beings she concentrates on, no matter how far even in different country, the distance do not exist.

    I read that being correct too. I also see what nutrient the body need the lack of or too much.

    Again it is not a miracle just simply recognising the energy flows and see the pictures the beings have.

    Easy to be a gipsy when one don’t have any pictures which are interfering.

    So the future is open and to know equally as the past .

    I can connect to distance planet and do a little traveling, the first time I have the speed the planet moved with , boggled my so-called mind, I got attached to it, and have yanked me away from the body such force, have to admit the body which I use as on anchor point here, wobbled almost toppled over me being totally out. The body’s movement have brought me back.

    Also had a great pleasure more than one occasion to communicate with other beings in the Universe since my communication do not rely on verbal sounds, it is easy to do, so-called telepathy.

    I did not look for the communication i was contacted.

    I have come to the stage of communication in which I am not sure if the communications are verbally directed at me or came at me in the form of thought.

    The later can be a bit awkward since the being many time don’t intend you to hear his or her thoughts.

    I can pick up any object let say on antique jade turtle and see vivid pictures were the stone come from, the terrain, by what manner it was carved and I can see clearly the artist who have done the work.

    Plus I see how the item have changed hands or was stolen, traveled under what conditions to the Far West, ( west coast, here) and what will become of it till there is no more as on item as jade turtle. How it will be destroyed. History from the beginning to the end.

    Future is easy to read.


    Everything have become into existence because a postulate, so the items still holds those postulate and all the other thought in connection to the item still.

    Since all postulated are made of energy and it is only energy therefore that energy not only have a starting point the formation at the time of postulate but there is the so-called point were it will dissolve into a different form. So being a gipsy is not a big thing.

    Flowers do wonders in my space.

    I have created magnificent gardens and I never studied the how.

    (Given a title of Master Gardener)

    I guess I just recalled as I went along with the soil and the plants. The plants do communicate and let one know of they need.

    One regains the harmony with nature.

    (Nature is the Life Force of the planet, Actually The Life Force which brought nature into existence. Yet it is wrong to say “Life Force” because life is created so is force and have sustenance a beginning and the end but I don’t have any other name. The life force as I know is intangible and infinite.)

    People do come to the garden, they are drawn or pulled in by the Theta, the beauty in the highest form, [flowers] and bring visitors to admire and bask in Theta.

    The visitors, all express on they own ways what is inside they universe as a spiritual beings.

    Here is a few. Some names the garden the Heaven, some calls it Paradise others on artistic achievement, a perfect design and harmony or just walk about in wonder and nod they head.

    Beautiful!! they repeat over and over again.

    The flowers do they own thing here. When the flower which only posed to reach one meter by the labels definition, grows into one and the half, the petals which is meant to be four-inch wide grows into six or more.

    I have here flowers which were only to bloom for 3-4 weeks early in the spring after nearly 5 months they are still in full bloom and going strong.

    Some of the plants were so small few months back, I was told they will bloom only next summer, now over one meter tall and are in bloom for the past 5 weeks.

    Some others who are only to bloom once a year are doing they wonderful best getting ready to do it again or have.

    The garden is new creation, the fist plants were put in late february.

    A visitor said, a gardener, in April ” In the late winter when everything was dormant in our garden, in yours here was spring, in ours now is spring and here is summer”

    I told them I fertilize , Oh we do too, yet we don’t have what you have here” (Of course I can see and hear the fairies too, and know how they come about, what is the connection with flowers.)

    When all the negative considerations fell away. Even plants can do the beautiful as they want to be.

    One small win as on OT.

    When I enter into the garden I pick up the unusual presence instantly if there is one. I just walk to it.

    It is usually a predator in the form of tiny green worm.

    It is fun to do, but not for the galloping little critter. There are things one discovers and learns beside playing the piano or ask the fly sit still in order to be removed, to be relocated outside.

    To watch a wasp happily clean self on my hand and rest for a while. coexistence without fear.

    To tell the ants to move house to a more convenient place in the garden and they too comply.

    To know what is The Black Hole, and what it’s purpose, what is Alzheimer all about, which researchers will never know, what is Jet Leg in different reality from the original.

    See the Earths history how long it will be here and what will become of it.

    How the so-called personal power works. Most of all one knows that these things have no more importance than catching the little predator.

    There are other things which happened, the results I can only contribute being an Auditor.

    The body is 70-year-old and it have decided had enough.

    (Cant blame the machine, it have lived through thousands of lifetimes and experienced immense amount of surging energy flows through auditing and me using it as on anchor.. So the poor thing have burned out. No wonder.)

    The Thyroid gland shut down. It was not easy to kick-start it, felt like a block of ice, the body temperature sank to 94.5 the His rate dropped to low fifties and the body have lost the automatic thing which to make to take your breath in and out.

    I had to force my self to count in, breath, out breath gulping air when I did not for a short while.

    ( It kicked in soon as I spotted the reason for stopping)

    I last the control over the body it felt like the spine was removed, the body collapsed. Lost most body hairs, etc…. I made a decision it was not the way to go.

    I did not go to see any Dr’s. no matter what my family or friends have said.

    I known I could fix the decrepit old thing.

    After 5 months the body have a beautiful head of hair and in very good health lots of energy, all is well.

    I have no recall or idea what were my view points were before this wondrous thing called Scientology I have fallen into.

    But I am sure it must have been Hell because I wanted out.

    How I perceive the Physical Universe hold no importance what ever, but how I feel.

    How I have changed in that sense, that is the true gain the important factor and almost impossible to explain since it is intangible.

    But here is my best.

    There are levels of the next.. In occasions Less or more fantastic, greater or lesser happiness, joy, wonderment about natures beauty, total confidence, having no fear what so ever, there are no needs or wants, contented to no end, the trill of being one with the Universe where is no evil or good (not being effect) only IS.

    The body walks on the Earth I can hear the sounds of foot steps, but I float, no longer anchored.

    If I would need to start all over again I would do anything in my power to do so.

    Naturally there has been ups and downs, in and out of hell at the beginning of Solo. (It was very interesting, but not bad at all)

    On the road there were boulders, many other obstacles, the invisible is tough to locate (which I have forgotten I have placed there)

    Good to be on Auditor.

    To be in Paradise on Earth
    is my reward for the work.

    Since Earth is Paradise.

    What I done I never have viewed as work. Just fun, lots of fun.

    It was a game and still is.

    I thought ways back in 73 in september when I started out (One of the main reason was I wanted to improve my sex life!!! That explains the low IQ reading taken than. It was easy to be on Idiot., nothing to it.) that the end of the road will be being full OT 7.

    No, no, after OT 7 I was still mostly human, just becoming aware me being spiritual entity, a fledgling who has not learned how to fly.

    Even after all these years, going through the constant changes, the magic and miracles the wonders I have seen and come to know there are indications in my Universe, the now, is not the end, but the beginning.

    Now I trust in the unknown, (there are no more boogeyman lurking in invisible shrouds.)

    The potentiality of the future what the outcome will be is unknown but what ever comes it will be different and better what I can imagine.

    I have the Tech, under my wings as the wind,
    to propel me forward.
    I do fully understand the immense, immeasurable value I have received, The wins it self have no importance what so ever, outside as indicators of the realignment of my universe as they occurred, yet it would be great if they could inspire others who will read these lines.

    To walk the road of Solo Auditor.

    So much have gone but the fire remained , the power of the will to walk forward is stronger than ever.

    I want to know all.

    The Physical Universe is not infinite on the contrary, but knowledge is.

    It is ours to claim and have as Scientologist.


    While exploring, somehow the SELF, the ME, the I, the MINE, The BEING the “singular” who had the considerations of a human and made me become what ever, sort of disappeared and self-created universe with it.

    It’s boundaries, edges melted or have become interwoven with the Universes.

    The same time the Physical Universe itself have lost it’s awesome magnitudeand from under all that rubble once forgotten deeply buried spiritual have risen who can’t be described with words easy?

    INTANGIBLE, INFINITE ONE WITH ALL, therefore “In NOW” there is no “I” “SELF” “ME” “BEING” MINE” and no such a thing as ” LIFE” “DEATH” “START” or”END” “INSIDE” “OUTSIDE” or “EXTERIOR” or thousands other words and expressions which describes the human state by agreement, all have disappeared, as-is ad which have segregated, insulated a state known to be called alone.

    This is not the win of a being as have been 35 years back,

    but It is a STATE have been reclaimed, NOW.

    The technology, Auditing works.

    A man, a human, do not possess such a magnitude of power to destroy, stop IT’s progress its continuity.

    …For ever grateful.

    For ever grateful.

    Elizabeth Hamre.
    also write in Geir Isenes Blog and have connection to David ST Lawrences Blog. I read yours with interest thank you. Best Elizabeth,

  4. This article is good food for thought. Helps one to look further. I appreciate the inspiration.

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